Will they pick ME??????

Okay, so I told myself I wasn't going to think about
the Fancy Pants DT call that I entered....BUT,
apparently that is easier said than done!!
*biting nails*

I'm suddenly overwhelmed with nerves. I'm wondering...
"Did they like my LO's?"....."Did my personality shine
thru?"......"maybe I came across to pushy"....."oh, I hope
they pick me!!"....and MANY other thoughts keep flooding
my mind! I hope I made it!!!!!!!!! *fingers crossed*

I probably didn't, though....I'm sure a gazillion UBER-talented
people tried out.....AND I think they usually notify the
finalists a few days before they make the announcement....
so that probably means I didn't make it.....*pout* *cry* *sigh*
*BAWL like a baby* :( :( :(